Intrusive Thoughts

I got, one girl and she heaven sent Gotta show the whole world who you fucking with Took some time to find myself, a nine to help so I don't gotta pretend Lil boy yeah the tech won't help, why don't you pull it right now 5150 this shit might get iffy If you get me too overwhelmed Really gotta start charging for features I won't do a verse for you neither You ain't got shit that I want better get you a job so you can pay me to be here Sometimes I wish I could watch you die And that's not a lie I've made a living off publicly calling you crazy But I guess so am I I just caught three bodies for I walked in the room If I can't fucking talk about it, it'll be me in that tomb I don't take meds like that no more I don't wanna be your friend Think I already saw this movie You don't even wanna see the end Bitch I heard you're fucking scared of me, maybe you should be Done locked my ass away, I guess it's a fucking emergency Everyone saying I can't be saved Doctor we tried every surgery, shit is a murder scene I know you looking around like you ain't never heard of me Nobody noticed the urgency, bleeding internally Shut the f*ck up