what a beautiful night

Like I'm living on the own for the first time I don't know how to feel (Woah, oh, oh) But I don't really fucking care about that last line Tell me is this shit real Listen I've been let down way too many times to stay sane Opened up it's not enough, It's getting hard to maintain Too many of you were switching up, I had to fucking switch lanes Life will hit you with a switch blade how my wrist taste I don't wanna hear another word from one of you Like K-DOT said, not another noun or verb from none of you They had so much control I almost lost myself to find peace I don't know who you're talking to It's not me Like I'm living on the own for the first time I don't know how to feel (Woah, oh, oh) But I don't really fucking care about that last line Tell me is this shit real I guess I can't defend myself You all know what I've done Love sick I wanna blame it on my mental health Well I could hide but I could never run So much money I spent, I could never pay rent I've always been too prideful I could never face it Catch me making this music till I'm making these m's And they say it's going viral so I hide in basements F*ck it, look what you relied on now look where your face went Know I'm moving in silence but I've been losing weight bitch Bet you didn't even notice that I stole her right quick Life is easy for me, I don't really care about shit Like I'm living on the own for the first time I don't know how to feel (Woah, oh, oh) But I don't really fucking care about that last line Tell me is this shit real (Just tell me, is this shit real) Please take the reigns from me I, I, I, I'm not ready to ride No saving me tonight Blood stains on my jeans they say where I Where I'm going tonight What a beautiful night