Heavy

Questioning everything that's been coming my way I start to wonder how we're going under these days Try to be good like I know I should But it weighs me down Why does it weigh me down? And I can't stand the pain that comes when I know I can't be around And I can't stand the pain that comes when I know I can't be around Obligations cause frustrations begin retaliations, just give me time There are ways that I can show up, just say the word and I'll jump Flowing through the motions I've been sinking in the oceans of my waves But I can't, no, no not today, I can't just let me say It's all so heavy when it all comes down See I'm struggling to stand, and I don't want to let you down It's all so heavy when it all comes down See I'm struggling to stand, and I don't want to let you down I'm just a human in a chaotic cage Trying to sort through pages of my unwanted rage I'm just a person in a whirlwind of an age Trying to keep up with a pace that's inhumane I'm just a human in a chaotic cage Trying to sort through pages of my unwanted rage I'm just a person in a whirlwind of an age Trying to keep up with a pace that's inhumane Said you'd show up I'm exhausted I've lost it what is the cost of it all Said you'd help I'd be putting myself out, how do I reconcile? What will the people say? It doesn't really matter anyway Is this how you spend your time? Looking at this puzzle, figure out what's mine It's all so heavy when it all comes down See I'm struggling to stand, and I don't want to let you down It's all so heavy when it all comes down See I'm struggling to stand, and I don't want to let you down