Claustrophobic

What you think you know about me mane Since a youngin aint a damn thing changed So much time tryna make this thang Tryna make it bang since a brotha sixteen No escape cuz the doctrine's engrained Start em young so it never leave they brain Nowadays I can barely maintain Let alone motivate because I'm claustrophobic I feel the walls a closing I can't hold it Where I'm goin Feelin so lost The moment stops It feel like time is frozen Am I the boss Or am I just tossed Around by my emotions Maybe I can't control it Or just goin Through the motions Don't you just love it when you Got depression At the function Have a conversation Man contribute Gotta come up with somethin We got powder smoke pills bottles Pick your poison Just don't overdose it And I've been trying to Find a way to get you out my head Been trying to Forget all the hurtful things you said Would have me beg and plead until there's nothing left Just had to give up throw it all away instead But I still got love for ya Guess that's why they call it euphoria It's a hell of a story Like lord of the rings This is the return of the king So honest I'm over ya Think id really rather be throwin up Than get back with a Silly woman who done did me so dirty uh yuh You gon get what you came for And you get what you pay for And you never wanna say sorry You a lil late to the party You gon get what you came for And you get what you pay for And you never wanna say sorry Now I'm the one that's fuckin sorry And I swear you will regret it You get what you give and you know that you indebted Keep away with kids bitch you know just where you're headed? Ain't gonna be pretty when they handin out your sentence Me myself I'm steady steppin Eliminate distractions and we headed that direction Don't come crying to me desperate when you're watching my ascension Don't be begging for attention this a funeral procession I'm claustrophobic I feel the walls a closing I can't hold it Where I'm goin Feelin so lost The moment stops It feel like time is frozen Am I the boss Or am I just tossed Around by my emotions Maybe I can't control it Or just goin Through the motions I feel the storm a rollin Ebbs n flows in like the ocean I hear the wind a blowin Ships a groanin Goin under I feel my lungs a burnin Legs are churnin Where's the surface Is it even worth it?