Cold

Pardon my disrespect, you dont know me Sure I dropped "amor", but never told thee Contents to my name or the reasons you should play, me speaking through your speakers I take this second to say My name is Elijah Johnson First name is Ajamn Elijah is my middle I'm using that name because Every since I was little I always felt I was meant to, look at Elijah's life and finish what he had done Never been blood or cuz but prolly been on the cuffs A product of my environment, dope is what I become I was hoping I'll write it once You’ll hear it and then become Fans my name spreads and then I had woken up I been to hell way more than once Looked demons right in they face I know my God real because Lucifer isn't fake And yea I'm preaching on the side, yes I'm cussing to this day If you look for clean music then you shouldn’t come this way Cuz I was raised in the real They felt like cussing and did it They said I was fucking up instead of sugar coating sentence I remember asking why they would cuss at me when they spit it They said they'll keep it blunt before a judge could sentence me with it Im cold... But You'll probably never know In the midst of all of my failures it was tricking off my growth Man im 20 and im supposed To pay bills like I am grown But I ain't even got the money to pay off whats on my phone But Im cold Right? Sometimes I can really doubt myself Look, I'm just a nigga that found out that he was gifted Sometimes I'd question why, whats my purpose and will I live it I never pray for the end, I'm aways praying for wisdom So whenever a problem, I'd see it and go and end it I never pray for the end, I'm always praying for strength My father never said it but taught me can't be no bitch Im never praying for end, always praying for courage Cuz I be getting scared and I think my enemies heard it Yea imma man, I'll admit it I do be hurtin' Smoking your pain away overlooks the fact that you earned it The weak dont go through shit No trials or tribulations They trippin over some pebbles and screaming they body aching I understand you in pain, probably way more than you But some people have seen somethings, makes me grateful what I been through I'm looking back its kinda cool That I made it from there to here And here I'm still broke but could've died way back there So I don't smoke to the pain I sit back and embrace it Ironic I'll prolly trip if they ever give it with laces I know, I'm probably one of the coldest that you heard Im looking at these stories how they labels own they verse Own they song and own they work Own me? My GG will prolly hurt I could still feel her spirit lurk as she looks at me from the stars Im probably going to meet her when you gas me for who I are Let me tell you who I are My Name is Elijah Johnson I am looking for some change Im another black man I see my people live in pain Yea I rap and what I say Im hoping can touch your brain Make its way to your heart to help you with all that strain I am Elijah Johnson Another nigga with dreams Im named my brand “amor” because loving is what we need Loving you, loving me, love prosperity and peace Love love, love your haters and go love your G O D I am