Gotta Tell Em

I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though Im up stressin' Momma kept praying instead of anti-depressants And I just try to sleep it off, her tears is so depressing Family got cancer and on top, a diabetic And don't tell me that you feel me if you never keep it real And you stuck with all this pain and you don't tell em how it feel But if I'm being honest, couple raps is in the closet Cuz I'm afraid to drop em and start losing my appeal And don't ask me how I am if I don't trust you If don't trust your motives then it's f*ck you Niggas learned to smile and cut you I kept it to myself but these thoughts gon' haunt you I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I need advice And I am not seeing who could help me with my life The position that I'm in only keeps me up at night And I am just looking for some wisdom that is suffice Theres are days I feel like I am chosen It don't make sense because I'm broken But then I start to hear that I may just be the token To the game we all play, called life and its open Season on niggas that really not believing And I can't get advice cuz you niggas do not believe it Not even from my Dad and though the statement kinda sad My momma just wonders why I ain't jubilant So I'm hurting but keep it secret Start to think, don't believe it And at this very moment, still stagnant Still rapping, still got problems that prove to be problematic Demons is still subtracting, and I just say it ain't adding Up, what the f*ck? When will Jesus get a jab in? I got questions, he ain't answering I got questions, he just laughing Tears up in my eyes but I wont let em fall Another day of class and its gon' set me off Niggas live they life like they don't see the fall And it kinda drive me crazy cuz I see it all Figured I should probably write this track and maybe God will play it back Send some advice from His Son to a cat And if he ever hear this I hope he don't feel attacked The shit was on my heart and I know I shouldn't ask I gotta tell em tho I gotta tell em tho I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though If this song ever gets dropped, it is just to help the one person that does feel like this I gotta tell em though I gotta tell em though Yeah