Love Me 4 Me

Look Maybe it's just hard for you to love me for me Niggas want me chaotic, I be wanting my peace But love symbiotic relationship with the streets I know niggas die young identifying with King I put my heart on a beat And y'all just hit me with geez But maybe saying His name could really help me release I know my feelings ain't spooky I know a trick ain't a treat I know if words is like candy Then they intentions ain't sweet She want me drown in her pussy So I don't feel she ain't deep Wanna be falling for Jesus but scared of taking my leap What if I told you that it's hard for you to love me for me I got emotions, cause commotions Make it harder to see I got niggas up in my life that make it hard to police Ironic those same niggas make it harder to breathe (Gasp) How that sound When niggas fuckin turned into reptiles Some cold blooded niggas that I found myself wrapped round Feeling like a zoom meeting as I blur my background And act like I didn't wear some clothes that was passed down Whoever said I wouldn't fuckin make it is a class clown Been stayin on my toes but now my patience tapped out I dance around the subject, I don't speak it, I just write it Use my notebook for talking, if I don't write it I fight it My only learning in school is keep my sections divided If I start mixing my subjects, the subject harder to finding I wonder maybe my arrogance led to recent defiance I tried to keep it 300 and ended up Leonidas A lot of niggas give up before they attempting in trying I figured if I start rhyming You'd listen but what I'm finding Is maybe it's just hard for you to love me for me Niggas want me chaotic I be wanting my peace I put my heart on a beat And find a flow for a stream I stay awake for my dream For me to see that y'all sleep But you don't hear me though Said y'all don't hear me though Aw, aw f*ck