No Emotions

Let me tell you bout pain that I don't got From times I seen em run up in that dope spot Desensitized by madness all around me And hiding from my sins until they found me Devil working overtime and God been working lousy I aint saying shit stink but I aint saying it aint frowzy I got this girl and she been toying with my heart So now I play with bitches and I say that it's an art The animal inside me make me marvel at her ark Or is it arch? I had this bitch correct my words and piss me off I had this judge tell me days where I can go and see my father He married in Pomona means the distance made it harder The rocky situations made my flow just feel like water All the times a nigga waved to say good-bye could make you harder But don't cry because your momma need your help You only 8 but be a man and put your feelings on a shelf You only 8 but you got dreams that you want to be a pimp Cuz momma can't pay bills with legal money that she gets Then she housed to same woman that had kidnapped her kid That was me Prolly realest definition of a queen Made her way right back to God because my father fucked it up Along with grandma, they was preachers, but they really fucked her up I got this brother, and I wish I practiced saving Wish I practiced love and I wish I practiced patience Looking for attention ended up in me degrading My brother when we found ourselves in public situations I got Four sisters, three older, one younger Yet the way I think, make me feel like older brother And niggas say some shit behind your back like its all facts Whole time they be toping off with cap And yet I don't defend, I found a way I could relax Just say I never gave a f*ck bout shit that's in this rap And nigga do you feel me