Patience

It ain't a reason you really needing to call me Losing myself, remember what Bible taught me I found myself falling and panicked until he caught me Almost retaliated and paid the price that it cost me Maybe that's my problem Always thinking bout me Laughing in my pain so you dont' hear it when I speak Up at late nights so I dont see it when I dream Its crazy all the chaos I would cause for little peace Let that nigga be ignorant, some things you couldn't teach Im scared of what ill do when I no longer want to speak I need to get away They get the best of me Its showing me my worst Maybe church is what I need Maybe I just need to pray I need God to give a speech Maybe I'm just gon rebel Get a rise up out the king Im gon have at it Cant be mad at it Cant be surprised your shit cheeks when you half ass it I don't care if I missed the shot, ill stab at it Before anyone was great, they was bad it Niggas would laugh at it I was a trash addict I just kept on diggin I know treasure is somewhere If I cant find it here then its up there But while I am stuck here Let me make the most of my decisions And for that, let me sprinkle it with wisdom Shout out my nigga Zay Really saved me from the system If I woulda went to go and hit em Then I know that I would miss him I be writing out these words Still feel that you don't get it Put it right up in your ears Why it still feels like I'm so distant Maybe I'm outta this world When I'm giving you my written's Maybe I just need some patience Maybe I just need to breathe Maybe I just need to trust that God gon help a nigga see I just need to go relax I put too much faith in me Like the world is in my hands Like I'm fuckin G O D Maybe that is my problem Always thinking bout me Laughing off my pain so you don't hear it when I speak I'm up at late nights so I don't see it when I dream Its crazy all the chaos I would cause for little peace Maybe I just need some patience God waiting on me