Red Light

Just really listen Look Living at a red light Never planned on stopping, only option keep my head right Never planned on flopping now my pockets feeling dead tight She tells me to live life I tell her that I did twice She feels like I quit life I just came from buying people shirts that I done sold thrice Expecting about a thousand but a hundred would be so nice I just lost my own fight I missed my own flight I Wish that you would book it, playing hooky on my own mic Seen my stepdad fuckin' did it for my whole life I never paid attention he was out by 5:45 Coming home at 5 and started fighting off his poltergeist I think I got demons too Looking there at Jesus like "man that's unbelievable" He tells me, "time has come." I don't really think it's true Then I look at Jezzy. See her skipping, in the distance, getting closer and she growing too Gained a few inches, couple teeth and a sharper tooth I think that I lost the booth Gained a new spirit but I'm feeling like I'm missing screws Lost my motivation now my heart is painted Nipsey blue Algorithm killing me I'm down to bout 100 views Alarm is trying to wake me for this class, I just hit the snooze I never planned to walk the stage I aint want to graduate Rap for 12 years safe to say my goals is rather late I'm sitting at this red light One nigga just ran it Crack head laughing at the fact a nigga anxious Girl is in the passenger tell me be patient Jezzy in the back telling me I won't make it Stopped by a concert hear a million people singing The same old song when this light gon turn green? Started listening to them and started turning down on me Where's Jesus when I need him? I got questions he got answers Satan's in my face telling me to be a pastor I reply with laughter He laughs and then after Send me opportunities to quit the fuckin' rapper The money sound dapper And happily ever after But potential won't be reached and that just ends in a disaster They tell me imma make it I'm calling them a capper And they aint never pledged but they lies be alabaster But Jezzy always there I aint got to track her She always pop up when my life be moving backwards And life is in reverse Or I'm just in park Sitting at this red light Music in the car When am I gon start? Where am I gon finish Gauge up on my tank say my road is never ending Am I gon be relentless? Or is a nigga finished? Message from my momma say the facts a nigga did it Reading on these scriptures and my God just said, "Nigga, You know I always got you I'm just giving you a minute. Go!"