You, Pt. 2

Shout out to Cydney You tell me that you love me and I laugh it off I don't think you mean it, that shit sad and all But who am I to judge I put my hammer on the table, trynna get my life in order As I sit here telling fables Where's my ladle? Let me dip it in my pool of neglect Seen em smile in my face as they was throwing up sets That's a memory that I ain't touched yet I ain't ready for me to give a f*ck yet Sweeping all that shit under the rug Trying to tell myself I do it"just cuz" Had a girl that say she love me Give me kisses, say she want me Went home and all the sudden it was"f*ck me" I was 12 before that, you would think that I was lucky I was trynna find the money Cuz they told me that this love is gon' be rich I'm like ain't that bout a bitch I was eight when I saw I wasn't shit Three hoes on my dick Say they love me and I was only trynna be a fuckin pimp Real shit Now at 16, had a good girl, we had big dreams I'm telling her I love her with a sick scheme Had another girl that I was trynna make my side piece Got her on the hook and I released the girl of my dreams Year later, meet another girl, she got me ditching class I'm with my soulmate the whole time this girl make me laugh Telling her I love her, then I meet up with my other half She still fucked with me but I know that she ain't f*ck with that Wait let me run it back 10th grade, my best friend had this girl he would feel So why the f*ck did I go kiss her at the field She was a hoe, so big deal She had some boobs I wanna touch But how I disrespect the friend I'm supposed to love Seen my auntie trynna f*ck my step daddy How that happen? Man I though that we was supposed to be like family Got some stories with my daddy And another with a baddie I could save you all the stories that I'm having Telling you a nigga wasn't capping I Apologize You tell me that you love me and I see a whole bunch of lies Snap back to suicide Snap back to things I should regret When I was falling to my flesh You say you love me and I'm thinking like"You can't" Cuz I said the same shit, and I did what I did And I thought I really loved them in my head And I'm sure they all did And still treated me like shit I'm like ain't that bout a bitch You say you love me and I'm laughing like"You Can't" Mothafucka I'm a..