Innocence

She resents her own appearance Feel it when approaching mirrors Puts on baggy clothes to distract grown men With the wrong intentions Tears rolling where no one hears it Pops in jail and so he's missing Mama bringing niggas in the crib Shouldn't be exposed to children Grown ass niggas groping feelin Told her mom but no one listens Mama keeps on dismissing but secretly knows the feeling Found a guy she want more kids with This nigga not no different Came in the child room one night. N' This event she won't forget it She woke up being undressed from clothes Screaming what you doing pls get off of me she ain't never been this scared before kicking pushing begging no She ain't never had sex before Yellin mama to let her know. he ain't letting go As he proceeds to violate a twelve years old And ma don't truly give a damn Cuz if she had to choose a stance Between her daughter and this nigga She don't want to lose her man That child cried for the rest of the night That shit gon haunt that girl the rest of her life Swear to god Did you know that pain really changed her In the mirror looking at a stranger How the f*ck do you deal with All that you feeling inside Sometimes you feel ashamed sometimes its anger I would've protected you from danger How the f*ck do you deal with All that you feeling I wish you healing I wish you healing To the children I just spoke about No matter if you grown or not You did deserve to be protected From molesters no it's not Your fault that this world is twisted Changing little girl's existence Pain of it's insane I'm sure and baby You deserve to heal it Piece by piece you working with it Some days I know it hurts to feel it Burst in tears resurface vivid Memories of the person did it And that shit was a coward move You hurt your mama allowed him to Against all odds they doubted you Would blossom but I'm proud of you I hope you finally do Heal for real and meet a real protecter One that makes you feel safe in any place that you with him never Up for question on how solid he gonna be he'll be ya blessing While you glowing back in your natural essence so free from every Thing in your past You finally see the present And every single piece of you that died is resurrected Don't second guess it All that shit will be a distant memory I just send you healing energy Feeling me Did you know that pain really changed her In the mirror looking at a stranger How the f*ck do you deal with All that you feeling inside Sometimes you feel ashamed sometimes its anger I would've protected you from danger How the f*ck do you deal with All that you feeling I wish you healing I wish you healing