Doctor

"Make new friends" "Start again" No, I can't Replace you? Couldn't bring myself to You'll shine through Following the sound Of your voice Make some noise I hear you where I'm too scared And unprepared I need a doctor This is dragging on Why are you gone? But I'm not? Fake a smile Stay a while They're all I got Stay in bed These thoughts in my head Grow and spread God I hope The night ends soon I'll sleep 'til noon I need a doctor Passing through portals in your living room I cannot sleep so I'll hum a tune He used to sleep in the other room I can't stop thinking, go to bed soon I hope and pray that you stay the same And you don't hate me like last Wednesday Why are we quiet? So much has changed I need sleep or I'll go insane I wish I could say that I'm okay But I'm so far from it, and I'm afraid That if I make a little mistake You'll resent me and stay away I miss our matching shirts and bedroom concerts And the jokes we'd tell that would always hurt And our conversations at our church And campfires by your back porch I need a doctor