Happy Chemicals

How could I have known How wrong this would go? Picked out my worst face And I let it show Let me remind myself There's greener grass somewhere Sit up on the shelf Collect dust in my hair How could I have known When this shit went south That I'd get real stoned And crash on the couch Let me remind myself I'm an adult now And I should figure out How to shut my mouth I can't believe I'm still alive I've tripped and stumbled through my life It hurts to know that we all die Hope we go somewhere real nice Let me stay home Kick off my shoes Crippling self-doubt Think I blew a fuse Go and check my phone Bright blue light hues All this time I've wasted Really left a bruise Let me go roam All around the world Get a one-way ticket Let my mind whirl Go and check the time It's half past nine So I head back home To sit up on my throne I can't believe I'm still alive I've tripped and stumbled through my life It hurts to learn that we all die Hope we go somewhere real nice Let's wait and see what happens next Who knows, maybe it's all a test Let's all agree to just get dressed And live this life 'til we hurt less