Hole In The Ground

Can't feel my weight on the ground Will gravity hold me down? Or is this orbit forgetting my body? Can't speak your mind without a sound So I'll tear my throat out Kill me and print a happier copy And, I can't feel my limbs Tear me into pieces So I don't have to live in my head Pins and needles in my skin As the numbness increases Thinking "please just let her live instead" My heart feels heavy Too weak to carry It feels too easy The results may vary Please, make me a new mold One that I can control So that this heavy heart will not grow old Let this be a lesson To me, myself, and I To not answer the question Of when I'm gonna die 'Cause it's not up to me But, who's that information for? Is it the three he or she's? Maybe the holy trinity? What the hell am I saying? I'm talking to the ceiling Should I pray away the thought that you're just in my dreams? Maybe I should go to bed Is this what you wanted? My purpose is failing Let your power start hailing My heart feels heavy Too weak to carry It feels too easy The results may vary Please, make me a new mold One that I can control So that this heavy heart will not grow old