Losin' My Mind

Winter mind But I want to be June inside My brain, it's caged A sickness I can't sleep away Wind turbine, spinning while the storm rolls by It's time, to let my stupid life subside At this time of night Losin' my voice and my desire Losin' my mind and I'm so tired Feeling my hands disconnect from my wrists Watching the lights from my tv Branch into vines that scale the ceiling I don't know if I even exist Winter life But I wanna live in July My head, bright red This burning in my chest Won't let me rest You are perfect in every way Except in your own mind But I am god's only mistake Imperfect in every way Losin' my voice and my desire Losin' my mind and I'm so tired Feeling my hands disconnect from my wrists Watching the lights from my tv Branch into vines that scale the ceiling I don't know if I even exist