Mind Over Matter

Something is off with me Quick to make a scene On a mental leave Breaking down mentally Pick an option, please I am begging on my knees Picture perfect trinity Me, myself and I is all I need "Mind over matter" is what they always say I don't even matter anyway Throw me the rope and don't let me choke Or just walk away and let it go "Mind over matter" it's all just chatter Hearing them scatter when I shatter I am my master but wearing a blindfold Head of the home but outside the household Where did my key go? I have a deadbolt Here in my head, it's locked up and shackled I am a person who has a certain Longing for something behind the curtain "Mind over matter" is what they always say I don't even matter anyway Throw me the rope and don't let me choke Or just walk away and let it go I am a version of myself I hate Look in the mirror and say it to my face I see who I am but choose to look away God, I hate this game I am a growing creature of knowing Every year I can feel myself slowing Until I reach the point of extinction Loving my true self is the mission