Miracle Child

Why can I not remember? I feel cold but it's not December Why did I choose inventor? Should I just surrender? Tell me how, tell me how I am A miracle, miracle child Tell me how, tell me how I am A parable compiled Why can I not remember? I'm a losing contender Why did I choose inventor? If all I am is a pretender? Tell me how, tell me how I am A miracle, miracle child Tell me how, tell me how I am A parable compiled Tell me how, tell me how to fix Myself, I feel Broken down, broken down I need directions spoken out