Sea Around

Staring myself down Hoping to be found Staring at the ground Is it supporting? Picturing myself Falling into earth Collapsing all around Is this all I'm worth? Painting my self-portrait It isn't what you thought It's how I see my importance I think this way a lot There is a father Bookmarking all my sins My story from an author The chapters on my skin I try to shut myself out So I can get some peace Living with this doubt I need some release Maybe I'm a dead man My mind says it all I know I'll see you around But for now, I'll just call