Spit It Out

Why'd you call if you don't really wanna talk? Why'd you stay instead of driving off my block? You're the one who did all of this to yourself But I'm pointing fingers at my own mental health Dug your way through my skull into my brain You realize that there's not much that has changed Felt your way through the darkness inside Until you got lost and you needed a guide By the way, if you were asking, I'm fine Put years of pointless energy aside I could have slept through it that whole fucking time Now I'm tired every day and don't know why Dug your way into my instincts and changed What I believe to be love and hate Now I'm clueless to what I'm supposed to take Is it bitter love or just a really shitty taste? But I'll spit it out and try a new flavor Living without will be a new behavior Hard to be devout when you're just a chaser Everything you spout has the reason of a razor I'm tied down but I will still face her A spotless mind, I think it's time to erase her I am bound to my brain cause it's safer Like a hound, when I taste it I'll savor Then spit it out