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Uh Truth be told Since 9 years old Wearing Jordan 3's When it's 4 below Wasn't tall enough Wasn't good enough But I worked hard to achieve my goals Remember shooting hoops outside my papa's house To escape the world had to block it out When there's 3 seconds on the shot clock Do you pass the ball or go an' knock it down There are many types of people Those who turn there dreams into reality When others fall asleep thinking This is out of reach an' a fallacy I'm from a small town down in Massachusetts Many people hated now the masses choose this Flows sick no cap with bad pollution I'm a basket case with a missing screw bitch Yeah Every day in life is a gamble Turned my Rocky past Into lead Sharp like Rambo Now I take all my pain on the track An' load up the clip with unlimited ammo So if you're misinformed I'm the new school Never will conform Might not have degrees But I am not the norm What's a Ph.D. when you heal with songs Ah Made a promise no label will label me I really hope that I can keep it Heard fame is a deadly disguise Hope my loved ones are there when I need them I feel things are starting to change I'm packing my bags an' I'm leaving Not expecting to blow any day All this stress I just hope I make even Truth be told This industry is tough Give a smile back comes a shoulder shrug People promise shit but never follow through Don't pretend to like me I am not your bud Might be 19 but I am not a kid Deal with more shit than you could comprehend I dropped everything to pursue this shit I asked for a sub not some money bitch I give the shirt off my back For people who would never do the same Now they all flocking back With a different tone And a song to play An' I'm to nice to say f*ck off So I hold it in an' we celebrate I got too much more to do Long nights 2 am up in the stu' Thank god for the ones who stuck around Stay inspired never needed drugs or booze Never needed your criticism too But it damn well Made the fire fuel Still got anxiety daily An' depression but what I am to do Can't sit here and dwell upon the past Even though happiness can never last An' I wish my mom would understand But we both know that will never happen Thank god I'm gifted with this my music To heal all my stresses scars and bruises And when you're doubted all your life You better not slow down until you prove it Yeah Made a promise no label will label me I really hope that I can keep it Heard fame is a deadly disguise Hope my loved ones are there when I need them I feel things are starting to change I'm packing my bags an' I'm leaving Not expecting to blow any day All this stress I just hope I make even Made a promise no label will label me I really hope that I can keep it Heard fame is a deadly disguise Hope my loved ones are there when I need them I feel things are starting to change I'm packing my bags an' I'm leaving Not expecting to blow any day All this stress I just hope I make even Yeah I just hope I make even