Serenity

Broken wings Falling down You said to leave Don't make a sound The high an' lows The screams are loud And it's hard living inside this cell An' if I die Please don't cry I pray for peace Inside your mind Serenity Is hard to find Serenity is hard to find I'm scared to trust Or ever open up I can never seem to get up out this rut Broken bruised man you left me stuck They say life goes on and that's the saddest part In a crowded room and still feel alone Thank god for this music Would be lying if I said I'm doing good But I'm trying hard to get through this Stare at my screen Hoping your names what I see I'm dreaming of you when I sleep Crazy how someone you had by your side through your hardest times Suddenly gets up and leaves My heads in the clouds I'm trying to deal with Depression And everything coming my way I've gain and I've lost But I always thought you would stay Your memories never erase Now I'm just sitting here wishing for you in my arms To make all this pain go away I'm tired of feeling this numb on a day to day Had to cut a few ties just to set it straight But my heart feels black When you are not with me On the verge of destruction Really dug my grave On the verge of destruction really dug my grave Broken wings falling down You said to leave don't make a sound The high and lows The screams are loud And it's hard living inside this cell An' if I die please don't cry I pray for peace inside your mind Serenity is hard to find serenity is hard to find I hope that I can get to see the day Where hope isn't so far away I hope that I can get to see the day Where I can finally feel okay mhm