dear Sora

Why can't I fill this void? Baby I'm still destroyed Trying to rebuild myself but memories kill my joy Why's it so hard to go? Loving you's hurting me You played with my heart and soul like it's a children's toy How can I sleep at night when my head's filled with noise? I keep praying to Jesus Christ, He's probably real annoyed I really need advice, I need some peace of mind Why can't I let shit go or leave anything behind, I'm trying But my love for you's undying and too strong There ain't no sunshine with you gone If only you would call my name I would untie the noose and run right to you darling Don't you tell me it's too Late now you got a New man, whatever, I don't Ever wanna let you go, I'm Toxic but baby I'm Not sick of dreaming a Bout you every night cos the last time We were together was the last time I felt alive Love, that can be a jagged knife, I Go through my days feeling half alive, feeling So blue but everything looks black and white and I Know you could bring my world back to life, it was So soon, wasn't long after I fell in Total love with you that your passion died and the Cold grew within you and that is why all this Soju prolly wont last the night, when I Hold you everything that was bad's alright, even Though you went and took away my will to live, I Won't choose to move to the afterlife, I'mma Grow roots and embark whichever path feels right I roam through the grass of the wilderness See your face in the clouds and I'm filled with bliss as I Daydream about you I feel the kiss that you Gave me under starlight before I left Is it love or infatuation? All it took was one look at your face and You'd prolly be convinced that I don't know how to write another song that isn't about you Why do I love you when you pulled such a wicked and foul move? Why am I like this? I'm trying to figure it out too The flame that's burning in me isn't simmering down, you Wanna break my heart again? Then I'm ready for round 2 Don't you tell me it's too Late now you got a New man, whatever, I don't Ever wanna let you go, I'm Toxic but baby I'm Not sick of dreaming a Bout you every night cos the last time We were together was the last time I felt alive