Sinful Nature

I pray I pray I pray I pray Angel on my shoulder I’m tryna keep my composure I pray I pray I pray I pray Angel on my shoulder Please make me stronger I pray I pray I pray I pray I pray that I’ll be healed Cause I never got the closure The pain is everlasting I'm never getting over The perfect picture tainted The lies and deceit The fighting and the hatred that I seen Whole lot of shit That I carry on my shoulders Glory to my god Our relationship is closer Because he spared my life When the car had ran me over Eyes closed game over See my mom was at work And my pops had got distracted From this lil ass bitch That was giving him some action He was devastated Didn't think that would happen So he fucked the car up I guess that was his first reaction But should I point the blame Because they both was cheating I guess that was his reason to get pussy and get even But the consequence of his choice Had me laying bleeding With a gash on my head and my teddy on the cement Memories i'm thinking so embedded like a stain The look on her face Animosity and vain Stuck in every gaze See the desolation and the pain in my Mama's eyes In my Father's eyes I just wonder why Where the love go Guess I'll never know Shit get crazy when the liquor pour Moms yelling bitch Next thing she on the marble floor Wipe her nose for her Now moms yelling leave Pops gotta go Truth be told Now I'm grown 23 years old Got a family of my own Trying to make it work Now I’m thinkin bout creepin Don’t wanna start cheating Calling for your love But you arranging secret meetings on the low Gotdam Now it's deja vu Another life is tainted Since we gave in To our sinful nature