To the Top

To the top Top Take me to the top oh Yeah I done been lost before So I got to watch my soul And make sure I keep control Still I don't wanna do this all alone But I gotta do for me Truthfully y'all be doing Judas things This isn't new to me So take me to the top I don't know where I'm going to end up I don't know when I'm gonna get enough Give my praise to God because he showed me love And gave another chance Cause a few of my people dead and they ain't coming back Once you leave this life there ain't no coming back So take me to the top, before I go Take me to the top Take me to the top Take me to the top Take me to the top Take me to the top I ain't gonna stop Until the day I drop People love to hate Just get up out my face F*ck what you gone say I don't care anyways I want to grow And live this life for me Break off all these chains And live a life that's free First I gotta heal From the things I been through Wish I could forget The pain I once knew I don't care about fitting in All these people they counterfeit They don't care about you, they don't care about you They gone tear you down cause they hate your skin Black boy don't wanna see you win Half white don't even look like kin I'm stuck in the middle don't nobody wanna let me in I don't really give a shit All these people talk that uh Get the f*ck up out my DMs if you ain't gone listen in I don't wanna hear the hate Focused on myself these days I been through some shit and I just want to make it go away I I used to give a f*ck What everybody thought That's why I like to be alone I guess that's how I cope No judgment but my own Can't let them know I'm broken But everybody goes through pain so why I'm ashamed They tried to say I'm insane I'm telling the truth I'm not playing, I was the one locked away When I was just a little kid in second grade That shit really fucked with my brain How could they drug up a kid, that don't make sense I'm telling you this shit is sick And that just one thing that I lived I had to grow quick I ain't get to forget The pain that I lived And all of the shit that they did To me back when I was a kid But now that I'm grown I'm a live Yeah I'm a keep doing my shit And I'm a keep doing my best To make sure they never forget I'll make sure they never forget me