Blackening

Tears I never had be pouring out I go within, like what's this all about? I saw my heart, I saw the spout Losing strength one by one I seen my locs fell out Without rent, every second my mind clogged by doubt Feelings that was tucked but always been I seek escape but this time my escape is what has locked me in Where do I go? Every road leads to an end And turning around forces me to face all my sins I say "I'm good" that's a stupid lie The pills killing me but they the only things preventing suicide What ain't I doing right? Who withdrew the light? Who withdrew the light? Who withdrew the light?