Guilt

M'chita map réfleshí sou jan nou té yé Ou té koupab plézí mwen Mwen fe'w kadó yon bwát konfiyans san perez, mén tankou edmí an ou anvayí tèt mwen Sa kí té koupab plezí mwen tounen yon doulé pou mwen Sél sa ki réte pou'm fé se ranmasé ban pay yo Mwen regreté'w It's been some nights I went to sleep and prayed to GOD I didn't wake The pressure was too much for me to take Lost my rib and my heart followed This dose of medicine a hard swallow I know it's karma I can't front like I ain't brought this 'pon myself I was too busy being selfish, you was crying out for help It's the guilt for me Shoulder weighing heavily Mistakes I can't repair and these lucid dreams teasing me Reaching out to you and you ain't feeling me and vice versa They told me "looking in the mirror is internal and is purpose is to cleanse" Well I need it I admit I was geeking Influenced by my ego thinking that I'm flying while I'm quacking No I'm not an eagle That's a flight risk leaving home I'm a pisces, two fish complete the circle I ain't meant to be alone Popping pills and getting stoned Showcasing my veneers 'cause of the fear of people peeking through the windows of my soul I put the blinds up Creating distance between those who really care 'cause I can't seem to make my mind up Devil knocking he like "time up"