Demons

Uh look at Eli fighting all his demons Trying to get even I got my reasons So many people left me off of disagreements We cant re-begin Caught at a deep end Uh used to hold me down, I used to depend Now we ain't speaking My lonely seasons Uh look at Eli fighting all his demons Trying to get even Finding my meaning I had to let everything go Realize its over I'm getting older Turned to a solider And where I'm from boy ain't no crying on no shoulders No one to talk to So I'm not sober Feel so invisible, like they don't see me clearly Its like they near me But they don't hear me Sunshine around me, that's not what it always appear to be Bruh when the rain come I let my tears leak Uh huh Momma always said Go head, make history I wish I was so proud of myself, like how she is of me I'm gone keep on doing what I'm doing, that's on everything Sad ill probably have a million dollars before wedding ring I keep packing up U-Haul and moving on to better things My bros hell of worried, like what's wrong bro you don't never hang ? It ain't nothing personal, don't worry we forever gang Its just too much on my brain Look at Eli fighting all his demons Trying to get even I got my reasons So many people left me off of disagreements We cant re-begin Caught at a deep end Uh used to hold me down, I used to depend Now we ain't speaking My lonely seasons Uh look at Eli fighting all his demons Trying to get even Finding my meaning