GodSpeed

Yeah, whoever I hurt I apologize I know one day I got to die Tears just drop, I don't be tryna cry Singing these sad ass lullabies I know depression don't come in size And the pain I can not describe Partially traumatized But I got my mommas eyes And as long I'm alive, you know I'm gone grind Because I honor time Things I seen and did without permission, I'm so sorry Momma I admit, I should of listened, life done scarred me Life is gone get better I just wish It come in Godspeed Too much on my mind all day That's why I be high all day, do what you want, just don't lie to my face Many said they was my ace, then switched place, either that or they switched pace Moving like life is a race, get out my way, all I know is go, broke brakes Two things I ain't never ever felt like was fake, and I ain't never ever felt safe And I done really touch stuff you ain't never ever seen, boy I done really felt faith And I'm a grown ass man now, I can not dream Tryna get y'all to relate The wrong I done in my life that's all on me Can't blame God, because it ain't I need big bank Go up rank that's a whole another space Always wanted to put the food on the plates Always wanted to hear my family say thanks I had to break through discouragement I'm ma show anyone different who saying I can't Big dank, on charge, full tank On squad, go hard in the paint Get spanked if you playing with the team Or the fam by any all means I want peace no nothing in between But swear to god all It take is one ring Still broke but I'm fresh and I'm clean Because back then, it was two pairs of jeans Back then, I used to wanna rock J's My bros had the shoes and the fiends I've seen way too much, I shouldn't discuss, I don't wanna talk about it It already hurt having the thought about it I let things go when I should of went hulk about it Went to that detour and just walked around it I discipline my own self, I be often grounded And I do not always expect allowance I hate my life, but I always accept the challenge And I hope my karma don't come with malice Whoever I hurt I apologize I know one day I got to die Tears just drop, I don't be tryna cry Singing these sad ass lullabies I know depression don't come in size And the pain I can not describe Partially traumatized But I got my mommas eyes And as long I'm alive, you know I'm gone grind Because I honor time Things I seen and did without permission, I'm so sorry Momma I admit, I should of listened, life done scarred me Life is gone get better I just wish It come in Godspeed