Nissan

You getting money now I swear it's funny now Because we used to go together Like a fork and some chow Like some white on the rice Like the dots on the dice Before the dollars started raining liquid chains on your life A smile Is what I tried to crack Besides my back is broke with pride I told you about 3 years ago This path would leave you dead inside I rarely spoke the truth to you But stayed because I cared for you No longer am I who I was I had to heal my spirit wounds Don't you dare come at me and assume I sacrificed my self-respect I laid me down in a tomb Why you've been owning the game My heart has been hurting at night Part of the reason why I began to write And with the peace sign on the rearview of my Nissan I'm gone I won't argue about the false ties To fake lives Oh my I'm bold I will melt these hearts of stone Until the day he calls me home Yet I can't do this on my own With the peace on the rearview of my Nissan I'm gone Won't argue about the false ties To fake lives I can picture us chilling 5 am Stayed up late again Talking about our future When we make who's gon' play pretend How we'd perform together She hit my line and I'd come through in the middle of winter The doors unlocked I open up You got the herb We'd roll it up and pour it up I grab the aux The Bluetooth on I'd rap a song you'd sing along I'd say hold up Had a vision it was us Winning from our position ain't realistic Listen close Don't give up Because I had a vision that we made it You said I'm sticking close to those words I won't ever get jaded Fast forward To the present time We haven't spoken in months Like I've committed a crime With the peace sign With the peace sign on the rearview of my Nissan I'm gone I won't argue about the false ties To fake lives Oh my I'm bold I will melt these hearts of stone Until the day he calls me home Yet I can't do this on my own With the peace on the rearview of my Nissan I'm gone Won't argue about the false ties To fake lives I like to reminisce The past's a gift Because it gives the chance to understand The why to how things is Hating on some little girls Who always greeted with a kiss You let the money change your mind I never judged the way you live Never judged the soul you are For the record like a skipping disc Repeated same mistakes while tryna save you from the counterfeit Illusions that kept oozing Toxic drip In relationships You never had my back Your own interest at my expense Don't you dare come at me and assume I sacrificed my self-respect I laid me down in a tomb Why you've been dancing for dollars Man I've been doing alright It's just decisions that we make for our life