At War With Myself

I’ve lost all that I am from the start I seem to find myself in the dark Who I am was lost with who you are In this bloodshed I will have no part Mhmmmm Is my voice too weak to speak those words Give me fire so I can feel some warmth Burn my heart along with all your swords A place to find out what I’m worth Mmmmmmm I’m losing a war with my own self and I don't know If I can ever seem to find some help, maybe Some day I’ll see what I’ve done wrong Baby I’ve lost all my control tonight My skin is brittle to your touch I gave to much I've stolen from myself A war I’ve lost and yet Still I take The crumbs of what I left in my mistakes I’m done with everything at once Laid down my arms yet still cant feel your touch I’ve given all I am and still I don’t feel enough A battle between myself and yet I’ve won I’m losing a war with my own self and I don't know If I can ever seem to find some help, maybe Some day I’ll see what I’ve done wrong Baby I’ve lost all my control tonight I’ve fought a war with my own self and I don’t know Which side really won tonight Some day I’ll find out who wins this endless war Pray that I don’t lose all my control tonight