Hot Cocoa

Had a bit of a crisis, yah Felt it was just last week I was scared of lightning How I let it control me I remember days my mom would tuck me in but see Now I'm counting down the months until I turn eighteen What's the point of losing time on what isn't meant to be Maybe it's not so fun after all What would you get from losing touch with reality It only serves to make you alone So I might as well lay back Sipping hot cocoa You won't keep all that you don't let go 'Cause it's getting late Another day is gone before you know it And I promise you I don't think it's slowing down It's not slowing down No I don't think it's slowing down Not slowing down Think back where my life went, yah In my younger years I was there in the here and now Who was I to care Everyday my room was what I wanted it to be But you have to make the time to wake up from a dream What's the point of losing time on what isn't meant to be Maybe it's not so fun after all What would you get from losing touch with reality It only serves to make you alone So I might as well lay back Sipping hot cocoa You won't keep all that you don't let go 'Cause it's getting late Another day is gone before you know it And I promise you I don't think it's slowing down It's not slowing down No I don't think it's slowing down Not slowing down I don't want to go to sleep if I stay throughout the waking But if I live through this uncertainty at least I'll know that you were there with me Through every hard time If you looked at the years of my life At first glance a chance it appears I was fine Was dying inside trying Was tired of spending time inside my own home Just wanted to cross the line Into the unknown I know I wasn't really serious I'm fearing that I'm only getting closer to my fear Is that I'm only getting older Every moment that I'm holding back is another moment wasted What I'd give up just to get it back Sipping hot cocoa You won't keep all that you don't let go 'Cause it's getting late Another day is gone before you know it And I promise you I don't think it's slowing down