Lost Myself

Sleepless, but I've been dreaming I'm feeling like I can't keep this up Stare in the mirror, looking back at me Is the face of the man that I don't want to see He hates who he is in his reality I'm feeling trapped inside, what happened Please don't walk away I've been so scared, so scared for me I lost myself in the rear view Can't look ahead, no I ain't got a clear view Made my bed and I hate this place Filled with regrets, oh God I really need you Lost myself in a past life No way to tell which way my path lies Always thought that I'd see the day I'd see the light But I lost myself this time Moments come and go When I kind of feel hopeful But just like that I'm back in the mindset Hope is gone, either dead or it's hiding Try and try 'til I'm tired of trying Tired of life when I'm dying inside Just please don't walk away I've been so scared, so scared for me I lost myself in the rear view Can't look ahead, no I ain't got a clear view Made my bed and I hate this place Filled with regrets, oh God I really need you Lost myself in a past life No way to tell which way my path lies Always thought that I'd see the day I'd see the light But I lost myself this time I lost myself this time I lost myself this time I lost myself this time I lost myself this time Same story, it's probably getting boring But nevertheless I wrestle the mess that I've been recording And everything that I stress over always impacting more of me Try to control my thoughts but I'm never gaining seniority It's killing me so to speak But I bury it, tongue in cheek 'Cause I carry it back with me Kind of scary how tactfully It can very well damage me If I let it, or let it be But no matter the reverie I'm not finding a remedy, no I lost myself in the rear view Can't look ahead, no I ain't got a clear view Made my bed and I hate this place Filled with regrets, oh God I really need you Lost myself in a past life No way to tell which way my path lies Always thought that I'd see the day I'd see the light But I lost myself this time I lost myself in the rear view Can't look ahead, no I ain't got a clear view Made my bed and I hate this place Filled with regrets, oh God I really need you Lost myself in a past life No way to tell which way my path lies Always thought that I'd see the day I'd see the light But I lost myself this time I lost myself this time I lost myself this time I lost myself this time I lost myself this time