Numb

You passed by me again Just hope you notice the tension To tell you the truth I didn't want it Never wanted to end this way How did it get this way Would a friend treat a friend this way I know I started the mess that we find ourselves in Never wanted to end A friendship that was made to last Didn't know that it was made of glass So I tell myself I never had a chance I tried to make myself go numb I would pretend it wasn't real Everything I was running from Everything you made me feel But the more I tried to tell myself These feelings, well I never felt them The more it hurt So what I've come to It isn't worth the pain of being numb to you For a minute I, I tried to lie Tried to hold my head up and take it in my stride I was losing a friend right before my eyes Felt the distance between us Every time you were close, you were far Either way I fell apart Now we're back to the start Is it better to move on And pretend I never liked you But I can't seem to mend I wish that I could go back I never chose to end A friendship that was made to last Didn't know that it was made of glass So I tell myself I never had a chance I tried to make myself go numb I would pretend it wasn't real Everything I was running from Everything you made me feel But the more I tried to tell myself These feelings, well I never felt them The more it hurt So what I've come to It isn't worth the pain of being numb to you I tried to make myself go numb I would pretend it wasn't real Everything I was running from Everything you made me feel But the more I tried to tell myself These feelings, well I never felt them The more it hurt So what I've come to It isn't worth the pain of being numb to you I spent my whole life Waiting for that day to happen And when it had finally come time to talk I thought I'd feel the magic But I'm still waiting for it So long ago, it makes me sad When I couldn't ignore it I close my eyes to take me back then