Unclear

I know you turned the page on me I'm trapped in the words you left behind They've started getting more blurry As I try to turn my back in kind I'm getting low on medication I'm losing patience in these times I find my loss of inspiration is an indication I've lost my mind When you try to change the weather What you think's a pretty picture won't be the same in different eyes And though it might be much simpler to hang on to all your tethers Wise words don't seem so wise in light of what you left behind It's the little things in life that lead me to the path Of the little piece of heaven that I wanted so bad But things change when you take away the reason that you're here And I thought all I wanted was to laugh Cause it's been a little while since I've even done that Are my flaws what's the cause of why it's all unclear Can't understand why I feel like this I know I'm okay I know but it's just unclear Put everything I see down on a list and go bury it I know but it's just unclear My hurt has spread like fire Reaches to different parts of my intent to rid the liar of my heart His burns with selfish pride I'll lay this all out on the table I wasn't able to carry on Cold fingers gain the grip of death With every breath is lost in mine When you try to change the weather What you think's a pretty picture won't be the same in different eyes And though it might be much simpler to hang on to all your tethers Wise words don't seem so wise in light of what you left behind It's the little things in life that lead me to the path Of the little piece of heaven that I wanted so bad But things change when you take away the reason that you're here And I thought all I wanted was to laugh Cause it's been a little while since I've even done that Are my flaws what's the cause of why it's all unclear Can't understand why I feel like this I know I'm ok I know but it's just unclear Put everything I see down on a list and go bury it I know but it's just unclear Can't understand why I feel like this I know I'm okay I know but it's just unclear Put everything I see down on a list and go bury it I know but it's just unclear I know but it's just unclear