why won't i let me go

If I made it to the top of the world would you be there In a place where all my skies should be clear Would I wake everyday with a smile on my face Not a drop in my veins 'Cause I'm all bled out from the doubts and the littlest things No rest take one step forward I guess we all get older Defects and broken shoulders leave our tracks with broken boulders I don't want to be taken by another mistake Still waiting to be rid of this weight So why won't I let me go It's been a mess of a day I hate it by myself in the rain So why won't I let me go So why won't I let me So why won't I let me go So why won't I let me Most nights never fly by cause in my mind I wouldn't think that a dream feels so real that I might die See them there to the left and the right in my mind's eye Oh am I blind 'Cause I fear what I might find If I tried to rewind time No rest take one step forward I guess we all get older Defects and broken shoulders leave our tracks with broken boulders I don't want to be taken by another mistake Still waiting to be rid of this weight So why won't I let me go It's been a mess of a day I hate it by myself in the rain So why won't I let me go So why won't I let me So why won't I let me go So why won't I let me So why won't I let me Who am I in your eyes A disgrace when it comes to mine I finally realized this place won't help my state of mind I don't want to be taken by another mistake Still waiting to be rid of this weight It's been a mess of a day I hate it by myself in the rain So why won't I let me Taken by another mistake So why won't I let me Still waiting to be rid of this weight So why won't I let me go It's been a mess of a day So why won't I let me I hate it by myself in the rain So why won't I let