Dear Diary (Bonus Track)

(Uh yeah Uh yeah) I like that Mr. Aaron (Ok yeah uh yeah uh yeah) I see twisted pictures and missing the mark consistently Don't know the difference of switching or am I quitting see How can I thrive if I listen to my contingencies Since back when I was little depending on their opinions been driving me crazy Feel like Satan really been keeping an eye on me lately God gave me passion I've been trashing the prize that he gave me My other passions and desires been trying to take me Naw I'm obviously crazy Naw I'm tired of faking F is for friends who do stuff together I pray to God I get used to them letters Ain't had a friend since 8th grade me and Mal Playing ball in the halls in the summer we hooping together Seasons change it ain't got nothing to do with the weather And people change it ain't about who been doing it better I know I changed see the scars different flaws Now I pause cuz I'm slower now to hang out with you and whoever Dear diary Maybe you may be tired of me You let me bleed out the wounds that came from inside of me And honestly I haven't been everything that I try to be It's harder when I know I'm the only one that is stopping me And I can see both sides of myself I think I really need help to get it out of me So I know I ain't perfect but I'm well over worth it I mean it pridefully Pride comes before the fall I've been tripping for years Switching the gears A lot of traffic just getting me hear Look at the kid he thinks he knows something Wisdom is really when he knows that he don't know nothing that's what I was told Cold world I'm living in Where many men will backstab for dividends Or mask up for platforms and Twitter friends Really man the only fans that's making you cooler is on the ceiling fan woah (Ooohh) But I get it I feel the pressure of being noticed cuz sooner or later they will forget ya Candidly honest I cannot measure up to people's standards of me They giving me more or lesser (Uh yeah) Watch what you saying to me Cuz if you wasting my time then you're paying a fee (Uh) Writing my feelings it's okay to be weak And if you thinking it's sweet then bake a cake for me please (Yeah uh) It's crazy to me thinking bout all the time that they persuaded a G (Uh yeah) And it's lazy to be The same as everyone else I'm who God mad me to to be (Woah uh) Well if nobody told you recently just be yourself That's the end of this diary entry Love Tim