Letter To My Seed

I don't even know what to say to you I'm gonna just pray for you God can you make sure my baby will stay with you I'm just a man I be losing my patience And going through stages but promise to stay with you It gets foggy but baby we'll make it through Ain't no sacrifice I wouldn't make for you Just know daddy is always gonna pray for you Always gonna pray for you I know I struggle with keeping my head up Rather be focused on getting the bread instead Baby I need to do better Don't know what to write you inside of this letter I would've lying to you if I said I ain't scared But baby I love you forever Baby I love you forever Baby I love you forever I never wanted you to see me like this I wanted better More than you could ever a imagine I couldn't tell you Feel like you gotta settle by letting me be your father Because I have yet to catch my trophies trinkets and medals Though that's me reflecting my self image into this letter Knowing you don't give a damn about my superficial endeavors Maybe you couldn't tell I still need to work on myself I make time for everything else My commitments are jealous I'll hopefully show you how to never give up I am ahead of my luck I'm worried about spreading the love Because I can be hella fed up at time If I don't tell you enough I love you Or maybe I tell you too much I'm in a hell of a rush to get to the top I'll never be ready enough Still getting better and better The biggest of fears is bitterly messing it up Gotta stay grounded you mother she helps me with that I know you'll love her as soon as you touch her I put you and her way ahead of the rap I have some trouble with that It's clever to treasure the moments you never get back Bye bye now mommy's hungry time to get pizza I love you