The Great Paradox

How could I not Tear up the beat like a shredder He yelling and telling me stop I never stop Making these beats just to beat them I'm dropping it off like it's hot It's getting hot It's getting hot Tell me I can't I'm goin tell you I can I might run through it twice just to do it again I'm not looking for friends Maybe I was but I realized that wasn't a part of the plan Do you know who I am No So don't even try to pretend I don't want a solid Don't want you to lend me a favor Im sorry I can't let you in Sleeping on me you should know better Sleeping on me you should know better Sleeping on me you should know better Sleeping on me you should know better Know better Since the dawn of time everything has had an opposite Hot, Cold Day, Night Good, evil This means that there is yet another battle within us Who will prevail God help us all I'm fighting myself Fighting my health I'm reading a book It's stuck on the shelf I'm fighting for wealth My pockets are petty Why won't you let me Be who I want I don't want to front You holding me back say I'm doing too much But u say that I'm lazy man what do you want Got me thinking I'm crazy I've run out of luck Maybe I am I don't understand The man with the plan Yet he is lost Barely can stand But he demands The Earth on a platter to hold in his hands But he can't decipher the water from land He looks to the sky Starting to cry Wondering why He's feeling the torment But he won't be dormant he's starting to try Raising his hands he's asking for peace Suddenly strength starts to go to his knees Taking a step right to the left One at a time and he's starting to breathe I am intelligent I can be ignorant I know I'm talented I be forgetting it I am a man of God tho I be sinning I know I'm perfect only pretending