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I need shelter from the rain Yeah, uh, yeah Uh I need shelter from the rain I really like that, not going lie Getting older so it seems I swear I really might be Getting closer to my dreams I swear I really might be I had to learn to come to terms that there was no one like me Watch and observe because my words cannot be taken lightly Maturity forcing me to make all these tough decisions Done more subtracting then adding I see the bigger difference I know that God's trying to bless me I pray I didn't miss it I'm steady losing control like I never play the system I choose to learn from my losses and count my makes and misses Cuz if I didn't I'm playing the game without a vision I need to watch how spending because I know it's ticking It's less than certain of what I'm eating and where I'm living Me and my sis went to sign a lease for a spot I'm renting I'm feeling like a different person from before I went in And now my girl she happy asking can we get a kitten Got me thinking and sitting who am I kidding I'm only 19 With hopes and dreams that the poems'll buy me nice things At least a nice ring Or some ice cream For my niece she's a sweetie she like them high swings It's so enticing Sometimes I wonder if I'm living in the make believe Sometimes I wonder what it's worth for me to chase my dreams Sometimes I wonder if they want to hear a faker me Sometimes I wonder if you're real and if you'll stay or leave Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever see a better day Sometimes I wonder if I'm clinging to my yesterdays Should I be pausing at all or should I be pressing play Thinking bout if it's right for me just to step away How can I be this blessed and be this stressed Lord, please grant me rest I need recess Father, can you clean this mess be my guest You love me and you see my flesh tell me what's next Lord, help me write this song and right my wrongs Show me where I belong cuz I've been gone I know that I'm not that strong just a pawn Getting hard to just hold on, please don't move on Getting older so it seems I swear I really might be Getting closer to my dreams I swear I really might be I had to learn to come to terms that there was no one like me Watch and observe because my words cannot be take lightly Getting older so it seems I swear I really might be Getting closer to my dreams I swear I really might be I used to care what people think and wonder if they like me Get my approval from above the High and Mighty The High and Mighty