Running from Love

Friday, lonely, embracing an empty bottle Saturday, unhappy, you are the only thing I think of Why'd you have to go Suddenly feeling cold without your touch I'm broken without knowing who you're kissing next I'm drowning in this alcohol trying to forget All the pain you caused, all the lies you told, and all the trust you lost Feeling regret that we met and all the times we fought Why'd you leave me for someone else, was I not enough Should've told me from the start that you would fall out of love Falling apart I'm just a boy with a lost heart Tears keep flowing Lost sight of where I'm going I'm reminiscing on the times that we had love And I remember you said you wouldn't give up Did you get overwhelmed and was it just too much Instead of loving me, all you did was run Weekends, no friends, I'd rather spend them all alone Heartbreak, agony, it seeps in all the way to the bone Being in love is something like this A gun at your head, finger on the trigger, and trusting they won't pull it I'm aching, frustrated, tired of the bullshit Suffocating from false truth, tired of things hidden I'm in this sunken place, I can't escape, no one hears what I say Crying for help, I need someone to point me in the right way Never felt so low, you don't even know the damage you did to me Because of you, I hate love, made me think it wasn't for me Falling apart I'm just a boy with a lost heart Tears keep flowing Lost sight of where I'm going I'm reminiscing on the times that we had love And I remember you said you wouldn't give up Did you get overwhelmed and was it just too much Instead of loving me, all you did was run