The Hotel

...And in the morning We'll get pancakes and coffee Your heart had promised me But your gut had other plans And it was pouring Double sided on the window pane As I watched You start your car and go That note That you left for me Haunts me when I go to sleep Cause I know I could wake up And you're not there And I'll throw myself off a balcony To watch you run to catch me But I bleed out on the ground And watch you stare I'm shattered on the hotel floor I don't know anymore Who do I believe in Standing in the corridor The paper sign on the door Means more to you than me and Now I wonder if you had this all planned out Building up my trust like a paper house You light the flame I wilt away But I still wait for you just in case And in the lobby I had to check out using your name "Did you enjoy your stay" I didn't have the heart to tell her no And the whole scene Of morning drinks and limousines And consistency Really brought the rain To my shit parade I hold Onto our love affair I know its not remotely fair That you Can have the upper hand in how this ends So I'll throw myself off a balcony To hope you run to catch me But I'll bleed out on the ground Cause you're not there I'm shattered on the hotel floor I don't know anymore Who do I believe in Standing in the corridor The paper sign on the door Means more to you than me and Now I wonder if you had this all planned out Building up my trust like a paper house You light the flame I wilt away But I still wait for you just in case That you stay Stay And I would've kept your secret To the grave And fought barehanded to this day And lied and killed and worshipped in your name But f*ck the way you had me Hanging on that single word To throw it all away for her And leave me in your desecrating hurt And I'll say it first I thought this was different You and me, we were the next Big thing But you let everything Fall through the fucking cracks And now I'm stacked Against the odds And the fate of it all It's all your call What's your call? I'm shattered on the hotel floor I don't know anymore Who do I believe in Standing in the corridor The paper sign on the door Means more to you than me and Now I wonder if you had this all planned out Building up my trust like a paper house You light the flame I wilt away You left me on the hotel floor I don't know anymore If you're someone I believe in Walking down the corridor The paper sign on the door An act of apathetic treason Don't you ever feel like you are drowning out All those judging stares Come to knock you down You run away I'm not okay But you have a cover-up just in case I light the flame, But we're not the same 'Cause I'd still wait for you just in case