Getting To Know Myself

Where am I at? I've put on a new face And I'll never know what it's like to be okay I'm done It's not games and fun anymore It's getting serious I don't know who I am Ha ha ha Ha ha ha It's getting serious I don't know who I am Apathy sucks and growing up's a heartbreak I'm just trying to learn from my mistakes I've been going through hell What you expect of me That's not what your gonna get Getting to know myself I'm in a rut And nobody knows I'm aware of my breathing And now I'm not sleeping I'm insane Oh where is my brain? Cause all I feel is pain I'm no longer the same Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha Apathy sucks and growing up's a heartbreak I'm just trying to learn from my mistakes I've been going through hell What you expect of me That's not what your gonna get Getting to know myself I haven't seen myself in a year I'm trying to wipe away the tears I think I'm running from my fears Couldn't say where my heads at Get no sleep an insomniac But still I'm getting to know myself Apathy sucks and growing up's a heartbreak I'm just trying to learn from my mistakes I'm getting to know myself