Happy Face

Stuck on sidelines Then Playing for a prize The coldness I've been causing in Your eyes Who you are to me Changing drastically When I come up short I pay the Fee So should I say nothing Or break something Cause if I'm honest It's calamity Where is your higher power Your words kill the flowers I'll find the place Where I can run free Breakthrough Sounds like another lie I'll never get to the other side Why am I always in the dark Changed up I'm in another place Heartbreak put on your happy face They can tell you who you are Make it all up And keep your mouth shut You won't learn who you truly are Fake it till you feel it Make them all believe it Even if you can't fool yourself So should I say nothing Or break something Cause if I'm honest It's calamity Breakthrough Sounds like another lie I'll never get to the other side Why am I always in the dark Changed up I'm in another place Heartbreak put on your happy face They can tell you who you are I'm learning I'm hurting I'm growing I'm burning I'm loving I'm fighting I'm happy I'm crying I'm anxious, upset All in my head I'm working on stuff I'm full of regret I'm a mess I'm a mess Do I want to get back to who I am Or do I want you to be in your arms again When will the noise just stop Breakthrough Sounds like another lie I'll never get to the other side Why am I always in the dark Changed up I'm in another place Heartbreak put on your happy face They can tell you who you are