Selfless to Selfish (feat. Trevor Winn)

Dam, I'm feeling selfish Dam, I use to be so selfless That's what happens when you're stabbed in the back Claiming you're a real one, but who the f*ck does that I ran an extra mile in my shoes Got missed use now, I'm looking like a fucking fool I'm selfish, selfish, selfish I only give a damn about myself Causing so many tears and heartbreaks Love ones pray for me for God sake Shits useless to me because I'm stone cold Leave me the f*ck alone, I'm sailing on my own boat Rather be alone with my fur coat Dusting off this dirt from this dirt road I used to give so much of myself Today a turning point and I know my wealth I'm usually not the type to drop names Anger fuel the flames, you know that I got hate We both didn't know what we flew into Me against you, is like a Kamikaze coming through CALEB you better pay your debts or pay your dues Either way the the universe is coming after you People probably think I'm an asshole I'm trying to better myself, cause I have goals I can not be stuck in the same position Trying to get people to listen and change Cause we all know change, comes from within They haven't even reached the fucking stage But I'm selfish for the right reasons I'm bettering mysely, Protecting my feelings Everything in life, I'm quite please with My future is getting better, I can see it I've been taken advantage of and taken for granted Within I've been damaged, but on me none of its branded How the hell did I manage? They had me fucking bandaged Some examples to examine, blood sucking and rancid You won't sit pretty, when I'm out here on my feet So bitch tough titty, the nitty gritty ain't sweet The situation was sticky, the only good was the grief But you aren't breaking me mentally, not over a beef If we meant to reconcile, then we will like me and Rodney But it can't be worthwhile, if you always saying sorry Motherfucker your vile, your the death of the party Made me question every smile, every word from everybody I suppose that the best of you got the best of me The stress in my chest, why you press my energy? How were you content with your lies and the treachery? Thoughts of mine represented on a melody I think about how you stabbed me in the back twice Eliciting doubt, everytime somebody act nice I tried to help you reroute, I tried to give advice But now you disavowed, not around in my life Some money was sent, when you were down, so pitiful You should've paid me back but you went ghost, invincible So f*ck you Ben, you a fucking criminal Stealing from your friend, I ain't coming subliminal But i'm coming with the rage, i'm mad I took your word I'm mad I was betrayed, all I got was more hurt I'm not finished with the blade, I got some more dirt Throwing all types of shade, every word is what you heard Why did you have to go, and skirt on the excursion One thing that I know, that i'm certain is certain I was selfless, I tried to be a a better person But like the ice cream machine at mcdonald's shit wasn't working