Patience

Elijah Sometimes I find an instrumental grab my pen and start to write Alone with my thoughts is when I question what is life Then I ask what's the meaning Try to ask myself but I'm corrupted by my demons Looking at the man in the mirror do I like the reflection Almost lost my world man I had to learn my lesson I see now it takes pain to see your blessings Sad that I deal with my pain like a freshman Immature, and a whole lot more Cuz I'm supposed to be the man The man you adore If I let you see my pain then you'll think that I'm weak It's the reason when we fight I shut the f*ck up and don't speak I don't get it, you love me but I'm flawed like the skin on my face Say you sticking to me like a tooth to a brace But I'm scared, scared like the kids on scared straight Scared to let you be the master of my fate Girl you're so amazing I just hope that you miss me You were there with me when nobody was with me You deserve metaphors and all of these similes You deserve more than appreciation You deserve a life where every day is like vacation You deserve good sex with no moderation Unending adulation You can test my patience You can test my patience I said baby girl you can test my patience (Of course you can girl) You can test my patience I said baby girl you can test my patience (Of course you can girl) You can test my patience Still get you diamonds and pearls Take you to the ends of the motherfucking world Yeah You can test my patience but don't push me too far I've been hurt before i got emotional scars I got trust issues got therapy from bars I give you my sleeve cuz its where you'll find my heart But please be gentle You get to know me i'll expose you to my mental Take you on a higher plane see Egyptian temples Speak Spanish como este por ejemplo Como te llama oi mamacita No me molesta que eres una gringa She said I don't get it but i like your style Ain't seen a man like you round here in a while I'm born different like fraternal twins Mama raised a winner she remains my favourite win She so pure she look like she got angel wings Asked God can my love for her take back my sins Girl you're so amazing I just hope that you miss me You were there with me when nobody was with me You deserve metaphors and all of these similes You deserve more than appreciation You deserve a life where every day is like vacation You deserve good sex with no moderation Unending adulation You can test my patience