where did you go?

(Imma just one take this) (Cuz you left me breathless) (Haha) All I ever wanted, was someone to hold me down But now I know that fake is the only thing that I'm around I would be happier if it was just me and this sound And not with a girl in my car cruising around town All I ever wanted was someone to put in effort But they never do, they just leave me in the rain Go to the ends of the earth for girls, it's such a shame Anxiety killing me right now, making me go insane I'm just done, f*ck everybody, all I feel is numb Smoking hella weed, and I'm on my 8th shot of rum Chest pains killing me, achenes in my tum My heart was saying stay, but my head was yelling run And damn I should've, should've know that you'd make an excuse This is why I never wrote a love song to you Because I'm in the game of love, so I'm bound to lose Like I don't got a clue, who to date like who I know it is bound to be a mistake, whatever I choose God, I deserve a break, look at the bullshit I've been through Heart had too many scars, my soul is fucking bruised You make me feel guilty, when I wasn't trusting you Say what you want about my overthinking, I don't even care Cuz I have never been wrong, I proved it right then and there Girls ask for my number, but I'm too damn scared I always played the games by the rules, but it ain't never fair Supposed to go to Seattle this weekend, but you saying lies Maybe your mom is pissed, but if you liked me you would try All these deep talks we had, did you make it all up? Or can you just tell me the truth, I know that I ain't enough Juice really said it best, all these girls are the same After all my experience, I mean, can you even blame me Because these bitches play these mind games Can't we just be real and say, what we are really thinking Isn't that easier than messing with my mind? All I want is a girl to call me mine All I want is a girl to give me her time All I want is to blow my fucking head off with this fucking .nine F*ck living, at this fucking point just let me die You might be sad, but you'll get over it after you cry And I can finally have the peace, that I always dreamed about I don't care about heaven or hell, bitch I'm already in hell I swear this is the worst that I ever felt Because you gave me hope for the first time I told my homie brett that something didn't feel right I should've known that you would stab me one last time So that's it, cut every fucking person off I got three people in my circle, so the rest can f*ck off I don't care how you feel, you never cared how I feel I know you never liked me bitch, can't we just keep it real