Spiraling Again

Yo, sorry I missed your call, bruh I've been super swamped with school and Weatherboys You know, I got this new job today, so things looking up Hope everything's good, bruh I've been feeling so exhausted Every dream that I have has to involve Baldwin So sick, can't shake it off, man Won't be long before I end up in a coffin Still cough I just want to show the world that I can top tragedy, I can top Sosy Half the friends phony Half the friends follow Act like they know me How you clocking in favors when you never around How you searching for death in a circus full of clowns How you tripping while running Guess it's too many cracks Busy listening to Charli for my panic attacks I'm Scratching my neck, running in place I can never see progress with it right in my face If I have another drink, then I'm bound to cave Timid, but I'm yelling, is it worth being saved Is it worth trying to change? Cause people switch up when you find peace People switch up when you find peace It's ugly to say, but humans are just kind of envious If they don't have something, nothing's ever good enough Coasting through life trying to find my way But I cannot find a reason for me to stay Hide in disguise, just to say I'm okay Tempted to fly, say my goodbye today Coasting through life I cannot find Can't find, can't find, can't find, no Hide in disguise Tempted to fly, say my goodbye today