Forever Numb

She said she was a nightmare but I found her in my dreams She held herself in silence with the dark as her company But the light I saw in her eyes first glance and I suddenly Saw everything I've never seen a future with a love beyond melodies I softly heard as my heart spoke a spell to me She's a dream wrapped in a melody If she'd only notice me She's the light I need in my life But she doesn't know that I'm alive I reach for stars and she's the brightest in the sky I reach for her heart and watch it slip by I saw a new world just recently It was beautiful and deep as the sea It had depths I could never exceed None I could ever reach Such a short time And now I know the end has come Just hoping I can stay forever numb Her eyes had the sun inside fronted by a mountainside of ice and brick The first time they met mine I felt the sublime sense of the broken fixed I never thought I'd have a feeling like this a million life times in search of this bliss To miss this is to miss the kiss of a true goddess But I got this