too smart to fool myself

Tryin' to take it slow, I want it to be pure Tryin' to hard, missin' my goal I think sometimes its better not to let go But who am I, what do I know Most of the time I am just tryin' To do the right, still justify Sometimes I wish I wouldn't be I wouldn't be too smart to fool myself (Most of the time I am just tryin' To do the right, still justify I know that I) Know that I am pretty good at Hesitating and holding back Wearing a crown, the queen of doubts Look better than I am deep down